Tuesday, February 21, 2023

FOMO ( Fear of Missing Out)

If I'll be honest to you, I don't know if you not talking to me is a good or a bad thing. It was good in a way, it feels that it was easy for me to go. No more drama, no more explanations. But at the same time, I don't have any idea what's on your mind. I don't know what you're feeling. If I made you feel upset or were you disappointed in anyway.

The last 2 weeks was a puzzle for me, trying to figure out if you are mad or not. Your silence is completely breaking me. 

I remember, we had our last team meeting, you knew all along that I am leaving, but you didn't bothered to ask me why or even had a casual friendly talk. Your words seems to be cold. You wish me all the best and offered help I'll be needing if any in the future, but that's it. As simple as that, we will be parting ways. I expected a lot from you. I thought we were friends, I thought we had a connection, but I will be leaving, with a lot of unanswered questions.

I know, I am the one leaving, but you not talking to me made it hard. I never thought I will be affected with such silence.

Lesson learned: Don't expect people to have a heart like yours, especially to those you thought are friends.


"Someone always saying goodbye,
I believe it hurts when we cry,
Don't we know parting never so easy."